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school finally started.
so many activities going on.
gonna be damn busy.
ahh.so stress.
there'll b white hair on me soon. =(
timetable changed.
got new teachers for certain subjects too.
mr john teo our new bio teacher for the odd number ppl in the class. . .according to reg number.
we also heard that he's gonna b our co-form teacher.
OH GOODNESS!
but ive got nth against it.
ill juz wait for the news. =)
and mis goh ws is our new english teacher.
shes nice so far.
anw.
had np interview todae.
wasn that bad la although i was like damn nervous.
imagine 4 pairs of eyes staring back at you while you're talking.
giving u the feeling like as though theyre gonna prounce on u and eat you up if u say anything wrong.
but the officers and cis there are nice la.
i know they are not that violent de.
haha.
but.
got shot down by sum of the questions asked.
got stucked.
but it was damn funnay.
and bee kuan is the rubber band girl in our squad man.
wahaha.
its finally over.
only waiting for the rest of the squad to b interviewed next week and then onli left for waiting for the results of which position we get.
candice is my partner for the specialised course thingy.
so lucky.
haha.
tmr's YOUTH DAY!!
but its also my o level oral lor.
cant go out and celebrate.
but i think my mum gonna allow me go out on monday.
haha.
cuz i wanna celebrate ma.
hope she allows can le la.
haha.
okie.
gtg le.
byee.
;10:23 PM.x
20050626
change skin.
nicer i think.
sick of black background.
so yea.
decided to change to a white background one.
hm.
i dunno wad to say.
im so tired.
guess wad?
i haven finish my hmwks yet ok!
shoots lor.
but i dun care a wee-bit of it lor.
onli left with bio and lit.
yupp.
been lazing around the past few days.
gtg le.
have to go and prepare skl u and stuff.
din
juz remember. . .im always here fer you ok?
and to you.
dun lie to me ok.you 4-time lor.4!!! gosh.but i love you still.
;10:55 PM.x
20050622
bus driver took us to wrong way.
so yea took very ong to reach the hq.
and there a beig quarrel in the bus.
cudn stand it.
cuz i dun like it wen ppl quarrel.
i can juz go crzy one ok.
i dunno wat to sae le la.
someones gonna bring me out.
haha.
wadeva la.
im crzy.
anw.gtg.
byee.
;9:27 PM.x
20050617
had been having LMSC for the past two days.
very tiring although we dun do much of physical stuff.
cuz we onli learn soft skill.
and this means. . .
lecture. .
lecture. . . and
MORE LECTURES!
quite boring.
but like the practical parts.
learn alot of stuff.
LURVE the team building gamaes.
today we had to create our own team building game.
most of the group use unoriginal idea..
but our group came out with an original idea.
haha.
was very fun.
although i forgot to bring my track pants todae and almost got teresa into trouble.
sorry teresa.
but meera maam was nice enough cuz she din punish me but got warned.
hehe.
dun wanna go into details la.
and i totalli cant b an nco la.
cant teach properly de lor.
i totalli cant make it la.
but in all i quite like the camp although the food not that nice ba.
haha.
yea i like.
hehe.
k la gtg.
wanna study for tmr's test.u.
ure hurting me than u know it.
hurts.
care?
love?
izzit still there?
;9:26 PM.x
20050615
hard and difficult
her inner-self was hurt
promises all broken
by those painful words
her anger burns
her feelins were hurt
her hopes crushed
by reasons too absurd
her soul wounded;
shattered
again, she was hurt
deeply hurt, she cries
but noone hears
needing a shoulder to cry on
a friend to rely on
but was anybody here?
;2:18 AM.x
time check: 2.10am.
im not a sleep yet.
currently watching ms universe.
haha.
dun b crazy and think that im staying up juz to watch that.
its juz that...
i CANT SLEEP.
smths bothering me.
so decided to watch tv.
and here i am blogging.
earlier todae.
went to b-dazzleed to have ear check up.
she said my ears are in good condition.
and yada yada yada..
after that went to the lib to do hmwk with sis and cousin.
we are the CHARLIE'S ANGEL man.
at least thats wat we use to call ourselve.
until we recruited another member who is our cousin la.
mayb change to FANTASTIC FOUR?
haha.
after that join rest of family at je swimming complex.
then mum gave the shirt my aunt bought for us.
cuz she went on a holiday last week ma.
yupp nice.
nike one lor.
chio.
took the white one cuz sis wanted the black one.
it makes me look fat though.
but its nice. =)
was hurt though.
but yea.
i dunno la.i dunno why you are acting these way.
i dun understand.
ill sltill love you.
;2:10 AM.x
20050612
todae.
lets see wat i did.
woke up quite early.
then follow mum to grandmas house.
played with cousin.
hmm.
sad.
he and his parents going back to indonesia soon.
so cant see them for very long.
but its ok.
then after that followed mum to market.
but we left my grandma house too late.
so most of the market close liao.
so we went supermarket.
bought all the necessary stuff...
then went home.
watch mtv movie and did complete emaths hw.
folowed my amaths.
left it halyway done.
and here i am!
using the net!
created my greatest masterpiece ever.
haha.
now currently uploading pics and listening to behind these hazel eyes.
drwning in it.
cuz feeling too sad.
nvm.
;10:07 PM.x
20050608
very nice/
thanks gal!
(=
and i got my ears pierced ytd.
very happy also.
mums bad mooding me.
dunno y.
like ath.
but nvm.
i dun care either.
DIDI: URE THE MEAN ONE LOR!! MEANYPOKK!
;9:57 PM.x
20050606
how can she scold me la.
i mean it as my sisters fault.
yet she scolded me.
wth.
but its ok.
ill hold everything inside as long as i can.
i mean it was my sis fault that she brought the cam out and affecting my enrichemnet course juz now.
but yet i was the one scolded.
i sacrificed the cam so that her birthday wun b spoiled.
but yet not a thanks frm her.
and i scolding summore.
i feel so helpless.
but nvm..
mayb i should really get aids and die.
since like rebecca said..
feeling tired easli is one of the symptoms of having aids.
mayb i am a carrier of it.
then will die faster.
and that wud give peace to the family right?
i never felt like a part of the family anyway.
so i shud juz die.
i cant stand it animore
;7:53 PM.x
20050605
nevermind.
i shall ask my father if he can buy for me.
since my mummy dun wanna buy for me.
haha.
was bad-mooding juz now.
cuz firstly i cant buy the tank top
then after that we miss the 188 bus.
muz wait for so long.
din talk to my mum or sis.
BUT!
i saw jaz in the buz
its really a small world man.
then alighted from the bus.
mum and sis wanted to go other shops first.
i walked away and go home first.
cant b bothered to follow them.
tired now.
i dunno wad to sae le.
off then!
bye.
;10:50 PM.x
20050603
-bounces around happily-
very sad now.
mummy din allow me go support my squaddies for their shooting competition.
wanna cry already larh.
was like so happie wen ms lau said that it would b okay if i follow them.
then called mummy...
she say CANNOT leh!
i can onli give morale support frm home.
i wish i was there.
not like say got anything to do at home arh.
but nvm.
reached sch early.
cuz me and becks took cab.
cuz i reach the mrt station at 0945 alr.
then i rmbed i was suppose to bring smth for becks.
wun mention it here.
but yea.
so we decided to take cab to sch.
had to make a stop at my house first.
made my brother cum down and pass me the thing.
so yea.
cab fare was like 11?
ergh.
waste my money la.
lucky we divided the cost.
or else i go broke le la.
reached skl but onli sum were there.
onli 8 ppl came tday.
then had briefing for tmr's competition.
after that proceeded with decoration of rooms for the comp.
my group location changed to millenium classroom.
so we cudn decorate our place until like 1300?
i decided to help around.
helped yakks group.
so hilarious.
i got bullied and abused by yakks k.
she very mean.
i go there specially to help her she went to take the whiteboard duster and put it on my face leh.
then she do the sasme on my shirt and my face again.
ILL HAVE PIMPLES OUTBURST!
then i decided to take revenge.
she chase me around and put her foot on my shirt leh.
and there was like shoe print on it.
aaahhhh~!
yakka ure abusive!!!
after that me and 3 sec2s-denise, ni fong and one more dunno her name.sorrie arh...
aniwaes.yeah.
we decorate the supposedly autopsy room.
AND I HAVE TO BRING MY BOLSTER!!
hmpf. )':
after that decorated the millenium classroom.
ITS AIR-CONDITIONED!!!
wahaha~!
cool man.
going out w darling on sunday to celebrate one year anniversary.
haha.
I LOVE MY BOYFREN!!!
aniwae yeah thats all.
gtg.
byee.
;4:35 PM.x
wads the time now.
0900.
in half and hours of time im going out to school le.
meeting becks at 0945.
have np tday.
have briefing and decoration of the rooms for the csi competition tmr.
quite happy that im able to get out of house though.
haha.
ytd i went SNOW CITY!
i got in with the price of $3.50 instead of $12.90.
woohoo~!
cuz im an ntuc policy holder.
wahaha.
it was like so cold arh.
but very very fun.
me and cuzzie were like playing snowballs.
had competition of who can make the biggest snowball.
then after that we attack my sis with the snowballs.
we had a snowball fight then. =D
i got attacked by my brother and cuzzies.
my ear were like numb.
overall it was damn fun la.
i wanna go again!
offers going out to everyone.
anyine interested to go with me call me ok?
haha.
well gtg le.
need to get ready for np.
will blog later if can.
2 MORE DAYS TO ME AND BOYFREN'S ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
;8:57 AM.x
20050601
bored now.
nth to do.
finally get to use the com.
ahaha.(:
realli very bored leh.
mange to do some of the amaths quest.
ACHIEVEMENT man~!
haha.
ooo.
i juz receive a call.
im going out now.im going to the library at westmall!
haha.
tata people~!
haha.
-beams =D
;3:22 PM.x
wishlist
star bracelet.
a new wallet
new pencilbox
new bag.
engraved ring.
*to be with you forever
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