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20050429

terrible.
malay was terrible.so mamy things i dunno lor.sux man.and the compo titles was ~~shitty~~ man.worst than english man.the topics were like some crazy things man.cant stand..but owells.its over.now waiting for next week for the rest of the paper.argh that will b more terrible man.and.i slept during paper two.like AGAIN?! ergh im sucha loser man.cants stand it.then kartinie came and she squuezed my shoulder.i woke up instantly.then smiled at her.haha.bleh.

obs.
got like two weeks before obs.i dun wanna go lor actually.not really looking forward to it actually.but the good thing is i wun b using my phone for 5 days.and that will mean i get to save one week of phone expenses.and that will also mean lesser phone bills...MORE MONEY SAVED!!!haha.not like this month.bill jumped too high.luckily phone not taken by mum.else i die le.

eh gtg le.my sis wanna use the com le.
getting sick of blogskin.
gonna find new one later.

I'm so in love with you
You mean the world to me
Your all that i got in the world
I feel so safe with you
You make me very happy
You always make me laugh
You just make me feel good about myself
Your the love of my life

lovedd.<3
;3:22 PM.x

20050428

im tired..

todae.
had english paper todae.well.it was ok ba.the passage was abt sum seahorse thingy and mantis shrimps.stupid man.and the vocab horrible man.so difficult k.was juz using common sense to answer the vocab question.and i din exceed word limit for summary todae!wahaha.i hope i can do well for english.i dun wanna retain arh.it was funneh man.i kept on falling asleep dunring the compre.i cudn even read the second passage properly.i read one sentence of each paragraph and ill just fall asleep can?horrible man.luckily i still have tym to finish up my compre in the end.-phew- the composition questions was equally terrible.took dunno how long to decide on which one to write.in the end i ended up writing my newspaper report first.for the part one of the paper choose the topic4.stg abt helping sumone overcome a setback.stg like that la.i hope i wun keep on falling asleep during malay tmr man.quite scared actually.haven memorise finish my idioms..(wat the hell am i doing here then man?)not much happen after that actually.went out.had fun.i think im really mad gg out during exam period.but who cares?haha.

hurts.
stupid k...ytd was reading sum stuff frm papers.and sumhw one of the corners of the papers juz have to went right straight into my eyes.omg.the pain was indescribable man.cudn open my eyes after that.then keep on tearing.woke up this morning with a swollen eyes.hurt so much.it kept tearing during the english paper la.damn.i finish up a whole pack of tissue.and im sitting right under the fan summore.and it juz had to rain todae.wind frm outside the class and the fan on top of me was making my eyes hurt damn badly.realli felt like giving up doing the paper and go home.but i mange to juz continue doing.hehe.

scary.
went to the toilet beside the lib this morning.it was very dark xcept for the light frm the toilet brightening up the area there.then wen i went out of the toilet.i very stupid went to take a peek inside the lib frm outside the toilet.then....i saw stg which i din xpect to see.there was like a white cloth at the side of the door.it looks like as though sumone was hiding frm the side of the door.i got so scared that i juz ran away frm that area.after skl went to check out whtr there was like any cloth or anything.and true enuf there wasn any la.ergh.gosh spooky man.not gg there in the morning anymore man.

i dunno wat to write le la.guess ill stop here.need to off the com before father comes back frm work.yupp.

i love you to bits and pieces dear.

i wish upon a star
that no matter how far apart we are
you will find me and you will see
how perfect are we
i wish that
if for some reasons my wishesdont come true
that theres another person out there wishing for me
hopefully that person is you.

ill never let you go....

lovedd.<3
;6:37 PM.x

20050427

exhausted..sick..

todae.
had hmt listening compre.wanted to go home after skl.as in dun go hmt then heard its listening compre test so i stayed in skl.tmr english exam!!!!die lai very scared k.never passed english before.and i dun wanna retain arh.sigh.wish me luck man.took loads of pics in skl.

nicee tchers.
todae most of them their last lessons with us lor.ytd was miss chu's last lesson todae was miss ong.oh no.so sad lor.all our nicee tchers gg back to nie le.gonna miss them loads man.

now.
talking to sum ppl online.ntg much to do.got to talk to mi god sis too!ahh.im very happy todae although im quited tired still.cant wait to get to my bed.den can juz lie down.cuz got no hmwk todae.haha.

i got ntg to write le la.
gtg le.

to you..i love you.

lovedd.<3
;9:01 PM.x

20050426

we belong together..

finally.
wahaha.finally my com is ok le.very happy k?haha.and i like my new com.damn fast.onli left to put in the anti virus thingy.have to go put it fast fast le before the whole com get infected like the old one.haha.i dunno wat to write!oh no.let see.

todae.
ntg much.theres mass run.im beginning to love mass run.cuz i need to lose weight!!!!omigosh.im fat ok.i mean im growing fat.cant stand it man.im like gaining weight so much lor.ergh.cant stand it.im gonna b a balloon soon.my mum say my cheek fatter le.last tym i wanna gain weight but now i wanna lose weight.im gonna go on a diet.candice lets do it together oki?hehe.im gonna lose 2 kg asap manx.im not gonna eat so much things le.and im gonna study oso.had to bring back all my books todae k.so heavy.still got some left in skl.gonna bring back tmr.

sad.
all my picture collection gone le!cuz all of it in the old com.then forgot to save it in a disket first.sigh.sad manx.all the nice nice picture gone le lor.argh..but nvm.i shall go start new picture collection.wahaha.

mid years.
its like in 2 days tym for english then followed by mother tongue.then ard one week break..and all the massive number of subject papers coming in le.arghh.im gonna die.TUTOR I NEED TUITION! else i die le la.haha.im not a genius u know.

life.
been ok.great actually.haha.not sad alr.so dun worry bout me le k?im alrite..perfectly fine.so yea.no worries.

~~you.~~
dunno whtr ull read this.but thks for being there in my life oki?u mean alot to me.i hope things will stay this way.i dun wan anything to change.ure everything to me.thks for being there all this while.dun ever let go oki?*tolatolauevoli*

if ure asking if i need you
the ans is forever
if ure asking if ill leave you
the ans is never
if ure asking wad i value
the ans is you
if ure asking if i love you
the ans is i do

lovedd.<3
;9:58 PM.x

20050414

my life took a turn again..

me.slacking.
my life took a turn again for the better.im happy.ive letten go of her completely.COMPLETELY.tmr got amaths test.sure fail again lor.sickening manx.test here test there.ill juz die manx.haven been doing my home works cuz ive been falling asleep everytym i try to do my homework.ill get a demerit tickets soon man.can i juz like die now?

promo.
had sgt promo last week hope ill pass.dun wanna fail again.suppose to finish up my first class drills last wk oso.but no tym again lor.so tmr i have to go stc and do promo AGAIN! sigh.im like so bloody tired man.

pokk.
im realli sorry.din know that it wud offended you.din mean it at all.

evrytym i kiss i feel ur lips
and everytym i cry i see u smile
and evrytim i close my eyes
i realise..
that everytym i hold ur hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart cud ever find
and i have never felt this way..
since the day i gave my love away..

~~i love you.you know hu u are.~~

lovedd.<3
;8:30 PM.x