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20050129

life is a pack of lies..

life.
its so shitty now.i dun like it.im tired of living too.well i have not much tym to update today.using cluad's com now.and becca's waiting for me too.but i think she's leaving cuz she's got a date.well life's a topsy turvy now.

to her.
thanks for the wonderful time last yr.well i guess its all over now.ill step aside and let her take over my place in ur life.its over between us now ya?u b happy with her k?ive decided to let go of you.ure not mine in the first place.it was a mistake to start loving u.it was juz a wishful thinking on my part.ill juz have to wish u happiness.ill rather u b with her since she's the one who can bring u happiness now.and bot of u like each other too ryt?ill juz walk away for now.byee.

dinie.
thks for being there for the past few days.ure a great help.-hugs-

k gtg.becca's bugging me.

lovedd.<3
;2:24 PM.x

20050114

i miss my blog sooo much man..

finally.
whee.finally i get to blog again after i dunno how many decades le.hahax.oh gosh wad a great feeling man.now in com lab.english lesson.with that stupid ~~woon~~ person.well.juz by looking at her can juz piss me off man.oh wells.at least she bring us to the com lab and gave me the chance to blog.

3S1~.
well.so far so good.im in 3s1 cuz my appeal is successful!so im now taking pure geog instead of pure lit ans elective lit instead of elective hist.the subjects not that bad ba.ill try and i have to make myself like geog.for my own good ba.haha.sitting beside rebecca and regina(rebecca's invisible sister) in class.sitting beside ull never stop luffing man.i think my stomach can juz sprawl out of my body soon.claudia's sitting in front of me.and she's the physics rep.oh!and becca is the bio rep amazing ryt?someone like her is actually a subject rep.oh no she's gonna kill me if reads that.as a matter of fact she's sitting beside me now but did not notice wad im writing.oh and u knw wads the most unbelievable fact of the year?im the class vice-chairperson!can u like believe that?!its like so amazing hor.bleh.

bad vice-chairperson.
know y?me and becca had been happily doing -something- in class.[o0o~that sounds horny..did something..wahahax]rebellious stuff that is.we did two things!only me and becca shall know abt that.hahax.oh and mayb cludia knows abt it too.leave to all to guess ba.cant write wad we did here.later unexpected ppl read how?hahax.

cca day.
cca day todae and im dancing!WOW!!!im like gonna screw up the whole thing la.and i still have yet to settle with mdm kartinie whtr i can b excused from higher mother tongue lesson todae.or else its like..how am i gonna dance?!i plan that if she really not letting me off im gonna ask mdm lim or ms lau to explain my situation to her.hope that itll turn out well.

life.
life?it had been ok so far.tho not too good either.alot of downs instead ups.kidney area had been hurting.dunno y.rebecca's tummy had been hurting too.but she's getting better now.been reaching home like 7 everyday?too busy le.sigh.have to like stay back everyday.so feels very drained out evryday.tired that kind.ohwells.this is sec3 life i guess.ill adapt!but depression hasn let go of me either.hate it so much.

cries.
cried alot.like last week.had too much things disturbing me.family friends.stabbing me from every side.but wad can i do ryt?ill juz endure everything.endure.

k gtg for recess le.
blog again next tym.
byee.

lovedd.<3
;9:39 AM.x