*

20041122

i miss my blog so much...

class posting.
well got the results back on fridae.posted to 3s2.the subjects were of those that i wanted but apparently cuz of sum reason i wud b appealing to 3s1.i hope i can get it.got higher chance cuz me and hanizah exchanging place ma.yupp.anw.din get to take higher mother tongue.saddening.but owells.wad can i do ryt?go and plead w ms saifa ar?crazy.nvm if like that means..ill have to work extra hard for english lor.

promo.
failed.after waiting it for like how long...i failed.~~bloodyhell~~ but its ok.next still have.me boyfren and hidayah failed it.unexpected thing happen again.but like sumone said.i shall not b bitter.yupp.since ive failed..fail be it lor.yupp.will work harder next year.

fancy drills.
din go for last saturday's prac.cuz have to go hari raya.but at least i know all the formation ma.hee.this sat may have.according to schedule shud have la.but dunno.cuz todae went to skl den ms lau say that this sat no np.but not sure whtr its true.shall juz wait for info ba.easiest that way.

hari raya.
finally its here lor.this mayb a lil too late but to all the muslim ppl celebrating hari raya..SELAMAT HARI RAYA to you.=))sorry for the late wishes.heh.got alot of money.for now have..-zipped-shall not sae the amount.thats for me to know and for you to find out la.yupp.heh

you're ~~gone~~
how could you cheat my feelings?i thot you really ------ all this while.but im proven wrong todae.theres sumbody who had stolen you frm me.and me..im kicked out of your heart.but its ok.as long as ure happy im contented.i cant ask for more except for you to be happy.be happy by her side.she's sumone special to you.cherished her for as long as you can.cuz she loves you as much as you loved her.throw me out of your life.i dun wish to be a thorn in your skin.i dun wanna play gooseberry either.i dun wann hurt you further.being by me gonna hurt you deeper.but still.ill always ~~love~~ you.

life.
bad bad bad.hate it.had so much enthusiasm todae cuz get to see my blog.BUT!!!was onli greeted but things that hurt me wen i read some ppl's blog.and its two summore lor.talking about the same things.gosh.now crying.too sad le.ive never been a good soul.always causing hurt to ppl.well.im glad everyone that i loved..has sumone else whom she loves.im glad for that.im happy enuf for now.

k gtg lerr.
bye.
for the tags on my tag board.
lookout for my reply on my next entry.

lovedd.<3
;2:09 PM.x

20041101

hols is a time of ~~depression~~..

todae.
juz finished blog surfing.now in skl lab again as usual.had a maths bridging course from 10.30-12.saved me from the horror of home.gosh.tomorrow will b coming back to skl for another amaths bridging course and a lesson on similar triangles.owells.im glad to sae that im looking forward to it.cuz y?i get to get out of skl..=))

npcc.
gonna have alot of it during the hols.but i dun mind it oso.cuz its mean another day outta house.and especially ROD.gonna b out of house for two days.whee~.rejoice.haha.lalala.but after that got trng course le.hmmm.our promo results not out yet.sighh.wonder wen it will come out lor.dunno wads taking it so long lor.sighh.=((but its ok la i guess.shall juz wait for it patiently.cant use the hakuna-matata song for the rod le.like wad rebecca wanted to do.cuz the theme this yr's rod is retro vs hip hop.but me and cadice got plan stg le.waiting for approval from sq onli.haha.its gonna b funny de.haha.owells till the sq agrees.ntg can b done just as yet.and i really hope evryone can b involved in the performance this year.dun it to b like last year where onli like 8 of us are performing.

fasting.
break fast at aunt's-cum-grandma's house yesterday.duno y in prefer breaking fast at ppl's house or ppl coming my house to break fast.its juz more fun.cuz i get to see my cuzzies.and especially kak ada.she got mlotsa stories to tell de lor.especially about jer someone.*ehem.heh.but she wasn dere yesterday.entertained bu other cuzzies.been having the cravings of eating KFC.-drools-..I WAN KFC!!but mummy dun wanna buy them for me.shall go buy myself later.-checks wallet-..oh no..no money de.-shats-nvm.

life.
been rather ok.except for some depressing stuff that is.especially yesterday.dunno y oso.cuz i realise that tym past too slowly and i was getting bloody bored and restly.and not to mention i felt terribly lonely.got no one to talk to.sis was busy pigging her day out.and i cudnt catch any sleep.so i eneded up reading my lib books wich i think have overdued lor.oh speaking bout that mayb its tym i go return those books man.later cant pay the fines arh.heh.well fater this gonna go westmall and buy stuff.oh and mummy wanna but me that orange plastic water bottle.whee~=))..im so happie lor.heh.stomach giving trouble again.but owells.heck.

you.
found out the way to prove urself le?hehe.get ur mind cracking for me.lalala.and abt yeaterday.its ok.and stop blaming urself for things that happen.something's are really not ur fault and there's noway it can b ur fault de. yupp.

anw.gtg le.wanna try to edit template.yupp.

lovedd.<3
;1:43 PM.x