:|shes stealing her away frm me|:
and dere's onli one word for this ---->sux!

aArgh hate dis,k?urgh...my stomach hurting again de..since morning juz now.painpainpain.thats all i can sae.no use brooding over this matter.its been alwayz one-sided for me wad..unlike becca..who has it double-sided.its lyk scotch tape...mine is the normal one while becca is the double-sided scotch tape...sighh wad a lyf...

went to p.a yday to watch camcraft competition.and i really dun wish to elaborate on it.. dun wanna b in trouble...

anw.after campcraft comp went to cine and ate lunch with claud,becca,pt,yakka and myself!hahx.lame me.then me and becca change aour clothes.actually evryone at least chage at least their tops xcept for LAU PEITING!whoa she was walking all ard orchard with the pt kit.then me becca and claud kp gg up and down the escalator.actually shud i sae me and claud did that the most?hahax.then saw the sec4 maams in KFC..this blur me hor..din even see them untill i was up the escalator and taking a look bk at KFC.cuz evryone saw them xcept for me!k anw.went to heerens after that.cudn decide on where to take neoprints.in the end took at heerens there.funfun.nv took w sqmates b4.gonna treasure it.after that we roamed around orchard and even got chased off wen we sat at this corner which the security guard claimed to be onli for STAFFS!IDIOTIC MAN!ders wasn anysign saying that summore.in the end we sat at a quiet corner or shud i giv the details:behind a carpark door.bwahahaha.then we played truth or dare.digged out alot of secrets esp frm claud.dun wanna sae anything here.or else ill b dead tmr.then after that pt yk and claud left,leaving me and becca.we continued roaming and then we waited for the maams ar cine.at 4.45pm.then in the end dey told us to meet after dinner.so we took our dinner first.then finished at abt 6.45.then we waited and waited and finally at 7.30 dey came.haha.whoa reli waited for v long.then watch cand performance at suntec.wow lor i tink the last tym i went there was lyk more that 5 yrs ago.and the place totalli changed lor.k im really a mountain tortoise.b4 i go crescent i tink i go archard onli lyk 2 or 3 tyms in my 12 yrs of lyk.pathetic hor?and till now..I dun even noe where is GREAT WORLD.wahahaha.and guess wad?the performance starts at 8 and 7.45 w're still at city hall.so me becca candy maam and yongni maam ended up runnin all the way to suntec.and wads worst?we reached there and we din even noe where the convectional hall was.was aking ard..and finally found our way and reached exactly at 8pm.PHEW!then saw sum unexpected ppl there.as TOTALLI UNEXPECTED PPL!dun wanna reveal..cuz i dun tink i shud and ive promised not to.then watched the performance and candice was simply way too CHIO!then totalli maluated myself during the 15min break.tink pt shud now y...dun burst it our ar...k im v blur la.a v v blur person.

after that becc's father sent me hm.thks ya?without ur father i may not even b able to go...and becca i hope u've chilled down bcuz of ydays incident,k?

k think thats all i gotta blog for todae.mums nagging le.and uncle gotta slp.bye..

lovedd.<3
;11:10 PM.x

to sumone:

now u finally noe the truth?told u it wasn me,rite?told u that u r bliving the wrong truth.but anw.yupx.hope uve seen the real truth.and i still mean wad i sae previously...
"ill nv forget wad u've done.NEVER.n i dun tink ill b treating u lyk hw i use to..sorrie..u juz hurt me too deeply." yupx.thats all i gtg sae to u...now that the trutn is out.u noe hu the real culprit is.
i hope that u'll learn stg frm this:nv be too sure of anything until you really hv the evidence to make her the culprit.
yupx... tho we may still b frens...im sorrie u cant receive the same treatment frm me evr again unless..stg cud change it...

lovedd.<3
;11:10 PM.x

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-living.in.darkness.and.coldness.-

todae went to skl the later tym.den stg funni happen.was suppose to lk out for kel[nc] at c'monwealth then go redhill 2gether..den..wen reached c'monwealth..look out of mrt..kel not dere.was lyk..'eh?y she not here ar?mayb she go redhill le..shall go first..' den reached redhill..kelly wasn dere..i was lyk..'OMG!kelly haven reach yet!o nvm mayb she went off to skl first..or mayb she nv even cum cuz she's sick.hehx.shall wait for farz.'then farz came and she rmb-ed kel's hp no.gave her a call and found out she was still dere at c'monwealth cuz her mrt was late.hahax.

sori kel.din mean to leave u dere totalli din noe u were late tot that u reached skl le ma.

den waited for her.ALONE.cuz farz need to go skl first cuz she need to c ms goon.yupx.so waited until 6.55.hahax.and reached skl lyk.. 7.05?nv bee this late b4.hahax.but anw.todae not that bad la.juz that i was a bit more cheered up until the end of the dae...

WE GOT BACK OUR MALAY COMMON TEST PAPER LORX!
and i got lyk 28/50..ONLI?-sighH- then was practically in bad mood.cuz nv got that low b4.marks drop until lyk siao lor.hahax.but later played basketball w lydiawati[1g3].was basically venting my anger onto the ball.hehx.

lydia..thks for playing basketball w me juz now.really helped me alot in cheering up.hahax.

den trn w rb.whoa.damn tired.was hving bad stitches but manage to pull thru.then guess wad happen after that.went to the toilet w becca..the one at the temp block.den i wanted to sit down on the side under the shelter.was lyk jumping while sitting down..then leg slipped and landded str8 on my BUTT!was lyk luffing+whining.pain lor.my backbone feel lyk as tho it cracked lor.budden after that amazingly was ok.yupx.and borrowed lydia's bball again and played.so shuang.

becca arh...i mange to score a few goals hor..and im not a l-oser unlyk u u din score anything..boo~hehx.

errx cand..sorrie,k?forgot to bring hm ur diskette to print.din do it on purpose.totalli forgot abt it lor.will take full reponsibility ya?

ps..o and noe wad?i tripped during recess after passing sumone lor.lucky nv fall flat on my face manx.bleahx.

[[hope.things.change.soon.]]

lovedd.<3
;10:35 PM.x

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dedicate this entry to sumone..[u.noe.hu.u.r]

wads happening?cant u juz blif its not me?u r e one ive been trusting lyk and angel and i juz cant bliv it...u DOUBT ME...juz bcuz of a leta?WOW!y did u get urself involve,huh?juz bcuz of this 1 leta our frenship is on a strained?hey its lyk...its totalli not me,k?U GOTTA BLIF THIS! for goodness..i dun scare away sec1s wad u tink ive been doing..and i hv beta things to do.and erhx..the handwriting is totalli diff.frm mine canx?totalli.totalli diff okay?juz bcuz sum other ppl sae it looks lyk mine doesn mean its true rite?its a pity canx?i used to write leta to thru my diary[that was hw much i trusted u,to the extend of letting u read my diary],u shud hv seen my handwriting..but u still cant c the diff?do u noe that its hurting wen i heard that uve been telling evryone hu noes abt this that im e writer of e leta?its lyk..wad r u trying to prove by doing so?u r not sure urself u noe.i mean its lyk.. i hate it u noe..but i wont hate u..cant bear to...i used to trust u more than i trust my other frens and dis hafta happen?it totalli change my whole perception of u.its totalli unfair.y izzit that evrytym deres a prob related to my squad ur first target is me?y me?u dun get angry w others but u r angry w me?wad is dis?u r lyk..WOW lorx.. cant even describe..[tskk.]but wadeva its is..ill get to the bottom of this and bring to u the real culprit..onli then ull realise u've been bliving the wrong truth and its totalli a diif person,okay?im not hurt to the fact that im a suspect of this thing...but its juz the fact that u,my BEST FRIEND, doubt and even accused me..ill 4gif u for this..[as.a.matter.of.fact.ive.long.forgiven.u]but ill nv forget wad u've done.NEVER.n i dun tink ill b treating u lyk hw i use to..sorrie..u juz hurt me too deeply.

lovedd.<3
;11:27 PM.x

-sighh-

changed blog template le.lyk finally?hehx.
anw.lyf had been crewing up badly day by day.
i mean seriously.totali changing.dunno hw to face it.evrydae oso will see [her].den kp daoing.wow lor.cant stand it.i mean its lyk..y so pissed off?Its not as tho its me...and.ill clear my name off this mess.[i.promise]
whoa.common tests finally over.can onli hope for the best.yupx.
wish to dedicate sum stuff2sum special ppl...esp to my dearest dearest squaddies...[u ppl rawk manx!]

squaddies..

pt.cand.claud:
thks for the encouragements ya?been a great help.will try to cheer up,k?

becca:
hey gurl.we shall work together 2wards our goals.THATS GONNA BE MY PROMISE!

farz.kel[nc]:
hey thks for ur constant encouragement.u both been a great fren to me.thks for standing by me all this while.dunno wad wud haf happen without u both.thks for the guidance

cand.pt.becca.claud.
u ppl rawk the most,kaiz?thks again.the above dedication for individuals onli.but nw dedicating to u as a grp.u rawk!

sumone-cantnameher:
thks for being there for me.tho u may not be able to read this.really wanna sae thks yea?uve been a great confidante too.

hm.. thats abt all larh.to those whom i din mention.sorri.but thks oso.yupx.u ppl noe hu u r rite?yea.guess ive ntg more to sae.gtg.bye...

lovedd.<3
;11:12 PM.x

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im juz so totalli screwd up..
the person ive been trusting all this while... doubt me...
wad do i do now?its juz really not me..and u juz cant accept that fact?its so obvious u dun blif me juz bcuz u hear wad other ppl sae that gives u a stronger point to not blif me.nvm..i shall juz leave u to wad u tink is true... but one dae justice will prevail.and now..u r pissed w me juz bcus of this?...and i wish u all the best for ur common test..-staresblankly-

does things hafta turn out this way?
y cant u juz blif that its not me?
y does world hafte b so unkind to me?
cant it juz gv me peace and happiness?

all i need is for to blif me...
but i noe u juz cant, rite?
its ok..i shall find the truth and bring it to u,k?
and ull finally noe....u've been bliving the wrong truth..

been bursting since juz now can? leave me out of this mess...ITS TOTALLI NOT ME!BLIF ME!

lovedd.<3
;10:27 PM.x

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i hate the tears
i hate the hurtings
but wad can i do
to stop all this frm happening?

y muz you be the one hu always be the cause this?
why must you do dis to me?
its eating me up inside
and hurting me badly.

i hate the mask i nid to wear all the tym...
when will you ever c thru me?
i wanna take it off..
but i cant becuz of...YOU

i wish upon the stars...
for u to 'c' me
and i beg u
to stop hurting me...

its hurting me badly...
leave me alone..
wad am i to u?
am a statue..or better still.. a stone?

i can see it
i can feel it
but its juz very far
but yet too near...

lovedd.<3
;10:42 PM.x

i juz broke down bcuz of stg shtoopid and im terribled pissed off!

I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!I HATE U!

Ill nv forgive u for doing this to me.lyk wad i said last tym...ill NV FORGIVE U!

y muz u do this to me.u noe the disappointment u caused me?u made me cry.u made cry u made me cry...im feeling so horrible ow.i feel lyk crying but all the tears and hurts r lyk being held back in my heart...and its really hurting...i cant cry!!!!

aAargh..i shall not elaborate liao le.its hurting badly now..ciao..

lovedd.<3
;10:19 PM.x

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found out that ive been crying these few days..sumtyms for no reason..im getting weirder by day..aAargh stg wrong is happening to me lorx..-sigh-

i juz too stressed up ...
im juz too tired of putting on those masks on my face..
cant it juz leave me alone...
i juz wanna live life normally again...

i dunno wad to describe this kinda feeling...
depression or stressed?
i need a confidante....
but one juz left me...wad am i suppose to do?

i hate this kinda feeling
but i haf no choice
i gotta face it...
life hafta move on...

lovedd.<3
;10:22 PM.x

i hate sandfliesa and MR LINGAM!!! aargh...its totalli not my fault canx?shtoopid man.i told them not to cross that way and they still cross..wat can i do lor?! i was still scolding them while they r crossing but they still ignored...so izzit my fault? then that man scolded me lyk siao lor.was tearing while i was on my way back,canx?its lyk he was scolding me lyk siao lorz.. shtoopid.oh no im crying le....no i shud held back my tears...

and i hate my sandflies bites...its starting to itch again lor..and now my hand is lyk filled with bumps here and there ..and i mean red bumps lor...yucks.. disgusting to even look at my own hands lor.thats y im always wearing my windbreaker...

todae...-sigh- i dunno hw to sae oso.ITS ABSOLUTELY, DEFINITELY, TOTALLI NOT MY FAULT! and its NOt ME,OKAY?! angry w me for wat?angry juz bcuz its sumthing related to me and [them] but wen u noe its not me who did it...shud i sae this to u? I SWEAR IT WASNT ME,OKAY?dunno whether u noe im refering to u..but ya.bt realli... if i had upset-ed u in anyway im sorry ya?but i juz wanna sae it wasn me hu did it,kaes?

todae had house prac.still dunno wat event im in.not told yet.but most prob its the running events cuz am not in any of the field events[not interested].prefer running than individual events.hope that i wont b choosen for any individual running events.i prefer relay..nicer to run lyk that than running individually.

anw.went to this website and did an OCD test..means...wad ar?wait i go check it out first...o it means Obsessive Compulsive Disorder..and the result is this lor...

You scored 12 out of 20 in Part B.
(0 indicates no OCD tendencies, while 20 indicates maximum OCD tendencies.)

Based on the above results, it appears you may have OCD or a related disorder. However, only a qualified mental health provider can make a more accurate diagnosis. If you are experiencing psychological distress it may be advisable to see a clinician for further evaluation.[WOW lorx..im experiencing a psychological distress..]

am trying to find a tests to find out hw stressed i am..ya.

lovedd.<3
;10:18 PM.x

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todae ntg much happen la...

wasn that well todae.contarcted flu frm my uncle hu is now hving flu.. -sigh- but nvm one la.aAargh tmr got mass run!drag going to skl manx.i dun wanna run le..

im seriously feeling vry unwell now.wanted to go home juz now in skl.but noe dere isnt anyone at hm so in the end i din go hm.my head keep on spinning lor.even now,its actually not spinning juz that its hurting badly,internally.its nt exactly spinning la.its lyk the feeling of sumone squeezing my brain real hard all the tym.can cry one lor.

m now still stuck on doing my pbl research.sigh..

k la gtg le.will update more nex tym....-chiao-

lovedd.<3
;10:46 PM.x

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hm..todae...IM SUFFERING ALOT!!!! on my burfdae and im celebrating it w all the muscle cramps..headaches and especially BACKACHE!!!! really cant stand it le.backaching so much lor.veryvery pain ne..

anw..todae went to jp and bought pants and an orange shirt as a gift frm my mummy.dad din give any cuz he oredi bought an advance bdae prezzie wen he bought me my 3200 hp.was lyk walking ard the whole jp in search of pants and shirt..and finally bought them at 37 degrees.i dun really lyk my pants.but actually quite nice.but still prefer the OP one.knee length and its ORANGE lor.mum said too short. i was lyk SHORT?! then wanted to buy a hooded converse shirt and the sleeve was lyk..almost sleevless but still got sleeve..she said NO SLEEVE CANNOT BUY...-sigh- so in the ned bought the 37 dgrees shirt and pants.[FINALLY I HAVE NEW PANTS[esp] PANTS AND SHIRT!]

after buying my clothes went to banquet to hv dinner.brother was sulking all the way cuz he wanted to hv macs instead.and banquet was lyk chao full canx.i got veryvery pissed w this shtooopid man.we were obviously waiting for this family to leave the table so that MY FAMILY can sit.then theres this shtoopid manx came and slipped thru my father's side and went to land his BUTT onto the chair wen the family got up frm the sits.i was lyk...'WAD THE HELL LORX?!WE WAITED FIRST HOR!'was chao pissed by his attitude.IDIOT! lucky din sae that to him and his family.but i did rolled my eyes.hahax.but we gotta sit in the ned la.anw.gotta make a few dedication to sum special ppl..

hani[mortal]:
thks for the bdae prezzie[shinhwa cd].u RAWK lor.best mortal,canx?

kellynrachel:
thks for the winnie the pooh hp sofa.i luv it.its not that i dun lyk it lar.that tym was in a bad mood ma.so ya.din hav the mood to smile lor.but the prezzie is real cute.

yakka:
thks for the cup and cute keychain...

sqmates[huwerethereonsataftercandymaamscelebration]:
thks for singing me the bdae song.. switswit...

rachelyeo:
thks gurl for ur dedication on p10 for me...no one eva did that for me tho...veryvery swit of u lor...i shall giv u a nicenice prezzie for ur bdae...will nv forget this dae manx.

syaza:
dunno whether ull read this.but thks for the necklace.veryvery nice of u!

and to all those who wished me happpie bdae...thks alot.u ppl rawk manx!!!

*and check out the two ne albums i juz did.pics of candy maams party and another one pics at com lab w ms shervon[which evrything oso gt becca's pic..hmpf!juz joking]

lovedd.<3
;11:51 PM.x

hm..my blog been empty these daes.aAargh!help me..my back hurts!-whinesandcry-

ok anw lets blog abt sat...had pt w bee hong maam.WOW lor.it was rather tough but overall ok la.the sit ups can kill me manx.my spine originally gt prob or shud i say until now still hv.then do the sit ups evrytym touch the ground i can scream frm pain lor.dunno y.but my spine juz hurts badly.anw.then after that did drills and muster parade was reapeated lyk 3 tyms?yea but got improvement larx.anw.after np went to jeans hs to get candy maam's cake that jean becca and FERA did.really shud thk fera for her contribution.hehx.THKS FERA and not to forget JEAN AND BECCA! then we tricked candy maam to thinking we r celebrating my bdae.and candy maam totalli fall for it canx?becca told her and yongni maam to take me and farz to a rm pretending to surprise me.den wen sqmates came in and candy maam saw me singing the bdae song she realised the surprise wasn for me but for her!then after that ate the cake and took sum pics.and mr lingam was bz chasing us out of the skl.hahax.anw.then after that 9 of us[me,pt,becca,teresa,farz,jess,jaz,yakka and sylvia sorri of forgot to include anyones name] and the maams went out to taka and walkwalk.the walk reminded us of atc orienteering.and at one point of tym we accidentally left yakka in a shop n totalli forgot abt her.o0ops sorri yk!but overall we enjoyed ourselves.and the party was great!AND I HV GREEN DANDRUFFS!cuz after sqmates sang me a bdae song they sprayed the spray thingy onto my head and even at the busstop.and ppl were lyk starring at me..*malu-ated*but it was fun!

candy maam:
happie belated bdae.hope u did lyk our surprise party.last but not least..may all wishes cum true and gd luck for ur future endeavours..-smilez- =]

lovedd.<3
;11:32 PM.x

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argh...i hate sandflies....aiyEe..y they luv me so much onex?-scratching- adui...can die lyk that lorx...anw...todae got to skip pe again..whee~!

kelly fall down todae...wonder hw she is now..was trying to recall back my first aid test to help her w her wound...hahaz.but in the end go GO and do...sorry kelly...i very shtoopid one...hehx.

aiyAa..v.tired now.. been hving difficulties waking up in the morning.haix..i feel lyk dying le..dunno y lorz..been rather weak lately.o and MY JUNIORS BULLY ME LOR!!! hahaz.they v cute and funny lor..always wanna touch my neck to tickle me.then ill freak out one..lyk juz now.i was lyk running ard the parade sq to avoid them...and i was turning all transparent lor.hehx.soo. i was was satrting to scratch lor.hahax.serves me rite,manx.....

anw.gtg le..buaiz

*BRAVO RAWKZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!![hor candice,yakka and claud?}
*KENSIR SIR, NELSON SIR, VIBIANA MAAM RULEZ TOO!!!!=]

dedicated to miss lau....thks for ur-
*concern
*ears to listen to our complaints
*understanding
*and ur energy-giving sweets[hehez]
MISS LAU RAWKZ TOO!!!

and finally....
CREZNPCC RAWK ON 4EVA!!! WE RAWK!!!![referring to the whole unit too..(",)]

lovedd.<3
;10:14 PM.x

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atc's over......yea manx..long tym nv update....lyk very empty lyk that lor.

o and the mosquitoes in ubin luvs me so much lor.bit me until cannot le.been wearing my windbreaker all this while cuz dun wanna see my arm skin...v.v.v disgusting,canx?here pop-up, dere pop-up...disgusted lori got lyk...30 mosquitoe bites...on my arms onli...my other sqmates onli got lyk 1 or 2..at the most 4..sum even 0 lor...then me leh...30...as in realy 30...T-H-I-R-T-Y!!! got nelson sir and ken sir + viviana maam for atc.they v.v. nice..nv kena punished by them even once.hehx..so lucky lor.

o and i dunno whether can pass campcraft badge test anot..cuz its lyk left the compass alot of blank...cuz studied the wrong thing.was suppose to be the different parts of the compass but we all learn the 8 different direction of the compass.so i hv no idea of the parts of the compass.hehe.anw.. its over and ntg could b done to change it anw.so y bother hor?juz wait for the results lor...

-looking at my skin- YUCKS!!!! im totalli disgusted lor.cant stand it manx.then v itchy one lor.went to the docs sae it normal mosquito bite.hiye wadeva la.then got mc frm mass run and pe for the rest of the wk.whee~!nicenice...hehx.anw gtg le la.need to do hw...

*and sumting really funny happen to [her] during atc... this is wad u call 'love at first sight'..heh...no offence to [her] hor...*

lovedd.<3
;9:55 PM.x

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todae had x-country.finally its over.aAarg.can die running manx.todae lyk in no mood to ran..so slack until lyk wad lor.let c wad happen.

in the morn candice father send me and ashikin to mcritchie.reach there a few reach le.then went to take attendance and reported at the starting point.was quite nervous.din wanna run le.but had no choice.last min change, whole grp disqualified.whoa lyk that die le.then started running blah3.i juz hate the highway..its lyk the road was nv ending lor.run run run oso lyk nv reach lyk that.but in the end reached oso la.until nw dunno my position.bleah.i wish i knew.aiyaA.. but nvm.after running went to collect bottle.GOT A BLUE ONE! hahaz.

after x-country went to beach road w rebecca to buy stuff.din know hw to get there lor.in the end took the cab there.in the taxi was telling becca...i hate the highway...then the taxi driver started lecturing me.shtoopid man.he was lyk saying....'u shudn hate the highway.u shud luv nature.thats y human always suffer cuz they think wrongly...blahblahblah'i was basically saying...oh oho oh i LUV the highway lorz...'hiye cant stand him manx.reach beach road shop haven open yet.food stalls oso haven open yet and i was starving lor.so in the ned went to concourse and ate burger king.it was so quite there lor.nicenice.we were talking abt something[cant rmb tho],and suddenly i burst out luffing lyk siao lor.and the ppl there was looking.

after that went to back to the place there and found a much shorter way back.hahaz.then guess wad?i was being locked out of the house cuz i din bring my keys to skool and there was no one at home.in the end went to the macdonalds w becca and helped her w her tution hw.or shud i sae...i did it all for her?lazy..becca.hehx.anw.after that got to get into the hs onli at 3 went my mum reached home lor.was outside the hs for like i/2 hour.

o yea walking ard beach road for a few tyms oredi reminded me stg lor....I MUZ GO FIND AND BUY A NEW 3/4 PANTS!!!!! aargh that shud certainly be no.1 in my wishlist lor.hahaz.anw gtg le.nid to continue w hw le.oh and sec2 team fry won third while the sec4 team won first.for the sec3 and sec1s hu ran....u all did a great job oso.GO FRY!!!!

lovedd.<3
;10:01 PM.x

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[todae!!!!]
palms hurt frm peggings.but its juz so nice to pitch tent.hahaz.anw gtg le...mum nagging le.

lovedd.<3
;12:19 AM.x

[sat]
wanted to meet candice at mrt station at 0600 so that can reach skool on tym.then suddenly she called me to sae that she can onli meet at 0615 i was lyk ok lor wanna noe wad?i was still sleeping at 0550.AMAZING rite?land the bus trip frm my house to the mrt station was lyk 10 mins?lucky cand called or else i dunno wad happen le.so i was lyk rushing here and dere.and in the end i finished evrything within 15 mins.then on the way to the bus-stop, saw the bus.wanted to catch up w it but in the end still missed it lor.den dun wanna b late..took taxi.aAargh...WASTE OF MONEY LORZ!but in the still made it on tym to skool.was bz memorizing the first aid notes cuz will hv pre-test by the maams.

then had tent-pitching b4 we go to henderson.ard 0815 went to henderson accompanied by sally maam.had atc briefing.before we went was being reminded to greet sirs and maams at all tym,be on best behavior...for lyk i dunno hw many tyms lor.but it was good la.we reached there and greeted the sir[dunno wads his name oso].then a few mins after settling down, sum maams and sir came.becca timed and we all greeted as being told by ncoz...'greet sirs and maas at all tym'...so we greeted...and amazingly it was onli crescent greeting lor.the others kept quiet onli.then maams and sirs keep cuming in and its always onli us greeting.hahaz.k enuf of that la.then had briefing followed by knots and lashings then tent-pitching.then after unpitching the tent we were asked to fall-in.the GESS ppl oso la.then GESS were facing us and we were facing them.i noe str8 1 of us is standing at wrong position.then i dunno y suddenly guimei maam goes 'crescent..pumping position down!' GESS were ask to back face us.k then did punishment=5 pumpings.we din noe that evrytym u go down for pumpigs we need to sae '1 maam..2maam..' so got scolded for that too..-sigh-until now i still dunno y we were being pumped.juz let it be unknown la.dun wish to noe oso.nt important anw.then yakka followed by jean then claudia was unwell.then wen ask to fall in outside henderson's np rm,forgot abt claudia.in e end me and becca was the one to bring her back.but she was too weak to even go up the steps so in the end sally maam dismissed me,claud and becca early to send claud hm.claudia ar...take loads of care,ya?

o and i realise stg...outram totalli dunno hw to pitch a tent lor.can die manx.then the folding of the tent sheets oso dunno.we were suppose to help them fold but in the end we did evrything.. -sigh-..can onli hope for the best manx...

lovedd.<3
;12:18 AM.x

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[thurs]
was being scolded by mrs tan.and she was prac.bad-mooding our class for the whole of art lesson.hahaz.lucky wasn given any demerit points for not finishing my art hw.then sae finish by fri.i was lyk WAT!!!!but was detemined to do it.dun care whether can slp at nite or not.did the art until lyk 2am then slept for a while and woke up again at 4am to continue w it.5am get ready for skool.i could barely open my eyes on friday manx esp in the mrt.was too slpy le.but the ting is that i still haven finish up the art lor.was suppose to hand it early in the morn summore.continued again in skool.but in the end hand it to her onli after skool.lucky she din sae anything lor.hahaz.lucky me manx.but during malay test was lyk slping lor.and the tcher was in front of me summore.amazingly she din sae anything lorz.the my letters of the word was practically turning out to be funny letters w extensions behind it hahaz.my paper was lyk full of liquid paper cuz kept writing wrongly[cuz was lyk dozing off evry min]and liquid-ing it.then got one ques.they ask for meaning of word i went to form a sentence.chao funi.lucky i got check.then check again got many other wrong things lor.then after check the paper for lyk 5 tyms...i slept thru out the paper.for lyk 15 mins.woke up and felt so freshed up.after skool.amazingly i could still attend eng enrichment course and x-country trng.after that went to jp to accompany her buy prezzie for [sumone]...mum was lyk..u not tired meh..yesterdae slept onli for lyk 2 hrs,then nw still not tired...then i was lyk...WHERE GOT TIRED?SEE...

lovedd.<3
;11:59 PM.x

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