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hm..todae had trng as usual.din train up.[[usual me,ya?haha]]onli bee kuan,teresa,pt and yakka train.it was raining wen reached skool.so went to the canteen instead of canal.todae 11 came down..woohoo[[me,candice,pt,claud,farz,kairiya,jazz,jess,bee,teresa,yakka]].well wasnt in a good mood todae tho.was feeling pissed.dunno y oso.so anyone affected due to that...im reallie sori,k?did up the two np posters we were needed to do.did it last min cuz totalli forgot abt it yday until todae.hahaz.
reached home early todae cuz wasnt in any mood to anywhere.tried to fill up tym by doing sum drawing of anime characters.but u noe..im juz dun hv any talent and my pic turn out lyk shit.haha.then mum needed help to carry our old spoilt tv out den mum showed hw to carry it.but im juz too unfortunate i accidentally let go of mym right hand and as a result my left hand was stuck under the tv.was practically screaming.then this shtoopid me went to pull my fingers out without lifting up the tv.so skin was basiccally pulled out.and it bleed!up til now!!!m hving a hard tym trying to type up this whole entry.and to make thing worst.my house has ran out of plasters.hahaz.pain sia.finger is now basically swollen.aargh.
well thats all for now.will try to update..more often..
count down to the end of fasting month:3 more days to go.
;3:04 PM.x
20031117
todae went to trng late.reach ard 8.15 wen im supposed to reach at 8.00.hahaz.dunno y lor.todae suddenly wake up and relise it s already gonna b 7.30.confirm late.will take at least 1 hr to reach one lor.sho was frantically rushing here and there.hahaz.but lucky mum left $10 and asked me to take taxi to skool.lucky sia.but still reach late.reach there then start asking them to decide wad song they wanna use for ROD and they were all lyk "anything la"..hiye.was lyk.urgh.quite pissed at first but cooled down later.then decided on the song "its gonna b me".but actually dun really agree w it cuz think the song too old le.
then after trng.din go hm.wanted to go claud hs at first to choreograph dance steps budden in the end we went to pt's hs.and.. we change the song le.we change to.. shh.. its gonna b a secret between us.muahahaha.but anw.w the help of pt and claud.. we manage creating sum steps for only lyk half a min of the whole song[3min25sec] and i created the chorus part.but the second part of the song is not done a single thing yet.pathetic.hiye nvm la.we shall see wad happen later.reach home at abt.. 5.. ya.tired out.
anwz.gtg le.gtg now.need to go help mum get ready the dishes for break-fasting!!! yumyumyum.. cant wait to eat!!! =]
;6:39 PM.x
20031114
anwz.today went for trng as usual.hah!reached canal earlier than pt.whee~!great success.btw.did evrything but onli run 2 rounds instead of 4 cuz stomach was hurting again.now still hurtin.onli 6 turn up todae.[[me pt yakka becca sufan bee.kuan]] hiye.give up hopes on others hu neva even turn up for evn one trng le.will juz make do w those hu had been constantly coming down.GOOD JOB!brought down my digi cam again.manage to tk more pics of them.hm.. becca's leaving for korea todae.midnight?yupz.hahaz.she was practically asking us to pray that it will be snowing in korea.saed that if it doesnt snow, she's gonna blame us.hahaz.so took sum pics w her.then that pt and sufan hor.v funni,k?they were finishing their run already then saw me standing w my cam,they turn back and run the opp.direction.thus running xtra 1 rd.its lyk i stand there w my cam lyk as tho im holding a knife lyk that.tink i wanna kill u all izzit?.haiz.. but then after they finish running, dunno y that pt suddenly willingly allowed her pic to be taken.weirdo.hahaz.after trng went to the BIG mobil again w pt and becca.sadly i din see any of my frens todae.din meet best fren, chameleon.not even gd frens,tadpoles.wanted to see good frens but pt and becca wanted to go the big mobil liao so left without seeing em.hahaz.
took e mrt w becca but alighted at bouna vista.went to make new ez-link card.yucks!hv that shtoopid old pic w that ugly face on my ez-link card again!.hw i wish i had collected my this yr pic frm ms azinar.at least nicer than the old pic. v.ugly.bahh.anwz.finally.got my ez-link card done.lucky todae i went early and there wasnt so much ppl so onli take less than 15 mins for the whole thing to be done.lucky not lyk becca.told me that wen she made her ez-link last tym took her 5 hrs?yupz.
-phew-
aargh.we haven planned for rod!gonna screw up the whole thing on rod liao if we dun start planning.but anw.published another album.its under btc trng2.haha.ok thats it for nw! =]
;5:25 PM.x
20031112
brought digi cam to tk pics of sqmates trng but none wanted their pics taken.most were in 'no choice' situation.pt's esp.die die dun wan her pics taken.but manage to take in the end.took it wen she was finishing her run ard the canal.that tym she had no choice but hv her pic taken cuz she cant possibly turn bk wen i was standing at the 'finishing line' and she's running towards it,rite?some pics were candid.onli din get to take pic of bee kuan.nvm can go take pics again later on fri's trng.haha.watchout for me taking ur candids!!! -evil grin- and ya.todae i got a new 'nickname' frm dear pt.[dear?] -pukes- stg lyk 'alliteration woman'?,yupz.juz bcuz she was calling me 'stupid shafina' [wen i took the pic of her running],and said that it was a good alliteration.haha.
urm todae i din get to meet my 'best fren', the chameleon!!! these si juz bcuz i always see them weneva i turn up for trng.but todae din see them.but i met a new fren.the tadpoles.haha.im crapping.guess.i hafta agree w pt tt they R my new frens,hor pt?haha.anwz todae followed mum go work.sian but quite nice.dunno y its is nice oso.haha.but stomach was hurting again.anwz.gtg le.
ps:the pics taken during the trng is in my links under 'btc trng'. =]
;9:24 PM.x
20031110
my stomach hurts alot lor.every few mins it will start 'squeezing' and ill b lyk wad?screming?yupz.=[ hasnt been well these few daes.todae wen wake up in the morning, mum said my lips v red.i was lyk 'huh?'den told her my stomach hurts alot.she onli sae take panadols.im sick of PANADOLS!!! and there isnt any panadols left in this hs.. i tink.
todae force myself go trng.onli 7 turn up todae.[[me,pt,claud,ain,bee.k,sufan and yakka]]but ain went hm half way.dunno y oso.but wad i did there?did onli a little things.my knees are bruised now lor.cuz of that fall on sat.shit lor.then i cant do pumpings.did the first set of 30 and endured during the pumping part tho hurts alot.then wanted to run.run a few distance.whoa.the part below my knees hurts alot.and i was lyk limping at first.so did not run.bee kuan was lyk.. 'go see doc la.later got internal injury then u noe arh..' but did other things lyk the crunches,squats,dips[???] and jumping-jack 60 of each.then me pt claud yakka were lyk crapping at the canal there after the trng.pt and yakka were listening to discman and claudia was w her hp dunno do wad.and me?i was lying down there listening to their craps.haha.den went to the BIG mobil.haha.pt was eating chips for her lunch.haha.then went hm them but was w yakka all the way till bt btk.thks yakka.
o yea guess wad?i saw another chameleon at the school fence near the skool backgate.and i practically freaked out.[AGAIN].this tym i screamed.haha.
anw.juz hope i get beta.dun wanna b warded or go see doc.freaky.nv wanna go there.bahh.MY STOMACH HURTS!!!
;1:47 PM.x
20031108
well.2dae went 2 anchorpoint.discuss the np banner design.took bus frm queenstown.den noe wad happen?theres dis sec[i dunno wad] guy.he was in e same bus as me n alighted at e same stop.he's frm qss np.wen he alighted he was walking in front of me.n it juz happen tt i walk faster than him n ended up overtaking him.dunno mayb he nt happie.den overtake me wen crossing e road.den he was crossing the ohb towards anchorpoint oso.wen walking,he kept looking back 4 i dunno hw many tyms w tt shtoopid face.n i was lyk giving him sum kinda shtoopid face oso.haha.
bt anw.met pt at e bus stop.din c her at first until she came up 2 me.den onli got the 2 of us dere.decided to go to the kfc n hv our lunch first.den bee.k & sf came.tt su fan ar..self-service herself 1.she came n str8 away eat pt's chicken n drank her pepsi.den started eatin our popcorn chicken.haha.a few mins later becca came.she got a new hair cut!!!hmpf!so jealous lor.wanna get a hair cut too!-bahh- o wells.den sf went off early cuz got church.b.k left shortly after that.then that becca kp saying she wan a toothbrush.me and pt tot she was juz kidding n ended up she realli went to buy a tootbrush wen i accompanied her 2 cold storage.me n pt was luffing lyk siao.den out of nowhere.ain appeared but onli 4 a short while.her sis chao cute,canx?den me pt n becca left at abt 4 cuz becca gt church.din wanna go hm ask pt 2 go queensway walk walk.bt she dun wan.so ended up gg hm oso.nw.v bored.
o yea juz rmbed.yday after trng we went 2 e BIG mobil.[[sarcastic]]and guess wad i saw?a DEAD CHAMELEON! ewww..yucks.as usual i freaked out again.was first 2 c it.wen first look at it tot it was sum kinda branch den saw e head of e chameleon sticking out n i screamed!haha.ain,cand came n c.dey scream oso.haha.hope tt i din cause any1 2 b deaf hor.heehee =] tt pt arh.. kp saying tt e chameleon is me n ain's fren lor.for gdness sake.den ain was lyk'i think thats the same chameleon we saw on wed, but the body is smaller onli.' speaking of chameleon.i saw another one again wen i was running ard e canal yday.nearly scream again.haha.been seein chameleons dese few daes.. -feeling disgusted-
fell down juz now wen gg up my block.TRIED 2 be careful but still fall.my right leg goes 2 e front and my left goes 2 e back thus hitting my knee.pain sia.lucky no one there.phew!but until nw v pain.yday while slping i was groaning in pain lor.my stomach kp squeezing evry few mins then my whole body will b hurting lyk siao.dunno wads happening 2 me la.took panadols oso no diff.haiz..
;8:24 PM.x
20031107
haha left abt two more weeks to fast and its gonna be Hari Raya liaoz.cant wait for that dae.this year the fasting mth lyk v.fast lyk that.so soon then fasting gonna be over le.last year wait until v damn long lyk that.
YAY!still happie that im gonna get to wear purple on the first dae of hari raya this yr.but wadeva it is..the dae[hari raya] im waiting for is approaching soon.cant imagine hw nice it would be then.y am i suddenly toking abt hari raya ar?weird weird me..
m gonna get my hair cut soon.sick of long hair.v.hot lor.rather hv short hair.gonna cut it after hari raya before btc.dun wanna suffer with hving to tie hair during btc.haha.thought of hving it rebonded lyk last yr.but it would cost another bomb for me.haha.will consider first la.prefer my hair w it being rebonded.haha.tried it last yr and it dont look that bad either.haha.hm.. +wondering+
shud i?shud i not?shud i?shud i not?shud i?shud i not?
;3:57 PM.x
20031106
hm.. well kinda sad that my wallets gone now.. its lyk.. so shit lor.lost it in the arcade in jp yday.onli realised that i lost it wen we were in the cinema.dunno y it suddenly struck me that i need to check whther my wallets is w me.. and that was wen i realise my wallet's GONE! was shock.searched thru my bag and shoe box.cant be found.cant realy see as it was dark in the cinema.but i was dead sure it wasn there.went back out to the arcade.tried seraching for it.but to no avail.was so sad and depress lor.tried asking the lady in the arcade but she said,no wallet had been reported to the counter.well than i went back to the cinema.decided to check bag and shoebox again but still wasnt there.wanted to go out again but show started liaoz.so hv no choice but to juz sit thru the whole movie[uptown girl].after watching,went out to arcade AGAIN! tried finding it.still cant find any sign of it.went up to the lib to report the lost of lib card and ez-link card as both cards were in my wallet.so the lady there told me they r gg to terminate the use of that card till its being found.continued searching.went to info counter,still cant find.was asked to leave my contact number so that i cud b contacted wen wallet's being found.called mum.and sorta kena scolding.broke down a few tyms.
things tt r gone:[in e wallet]
- $6-$8
- lib card
- ez-link card
- my NEOPRINTS!!!
ya prac.kena nagged by mum.but a miracle happen.she din scold for long.but wadeva it is.i juz hope a kind soul out ther bring back my wallet back to me one day!!!
today went to the bank mum made ATM card for me and sis.cuz sis need to buy clothes for her p6 grad party and mum hasnt hv any tym to follow sis out lately.so decided to make a card for her and me.y?cuz she wanted to buy me athis jacket that i wanted.haha.so she made an ATM card for me too.but we r supposed to gif her our ATM card back to mum after todae.well i dun care.anw.i oso dun wanna kp the ATM card w me.later lose it lyk the way i lost my wallet.but anw.am gonna buy a new wallet for SURE! well is this wad they call.. a blessing in disguise? well.wadeva.am happie that i got my own ATM card and ill be getting a new wallet soon![thats wad ive been wishing for]
;2:14 PM.x
20031104
m feeling real sad now..stg juz happen and it juz shock me out greatly..cant help it..mind juz went blank and there's ntg i cud other than cry..gtg.dun hv the mood to blog anymore for todae..
;3:46 PM.x
20031103
we did..
pumpings:90
crunches:90
squats[is that hw u spell it?]:90
jumping-jacks:90
dips [or i dunno wad it is called]:90
running:4 rounds of canal
after trng i lied down on the floor.cuz couldnt tahan liao.so juz collapse on the floor and try to relax.den suddenly a familiar voice called out to us.shock the hell out me can?tot it was sum kinda tcher asking us to get out of that place but onli to see it was candy maam.and wad i was doing at that moment?LYING DOWN!!! its lyk SHIT lor!candy maam arh.. sori hor.was feeling damn exhausted thats y i lie down.haha.then ard 10,left canal.me ain and pt went to mobil.cuz.. PT was chao hungry hor?den was crossing over this over-head bridge.ain started screaming.i was lyk WHAT³?at first i din noe wad happen then i saw a CHAMELEON!!!then i started screaming too and ended up sitting down on the steps of the ohb.then dere's this guy hu went up the bridge den look at me.muz hv tot i sumkinda woman hu's NUTS.but im nuts wad.. ntg surprising hor?den after that went mcdonalds w pt cuz she wants to eat AGAIN! haven even reach mcdonalds the smell could b smelled lor.TEMPTATION! crap and rotted w pt dere.she arh.. crap the most i tink.den keep teasing lor.wah liew.kill then she noe,arh.. nvm pt.. ill get my revenge soon!!!v.soon.muahahaha.after that went home.met krys,cand,joyce,ry and kx at queenstown.then went home w dem.
haiz.. now tired le.will update again hopefully tmr.
;2:52 PM.x
20031102
mayb i shud blog abt yday...
yday i went to the place where i would consider the last place i would eva wanna go during fasting mth which is GEYLANG! i hate gg there,can?at first i din wanna go but mum said even if u dun wanna go nw u need to go other days,so in the end,ended up gg w her and sum other relatives.actually i dun mind gg geylang but wat make it worst yday was that im hving flu and my head cant stop aching.wen i was at home,can say that head was already hurting ALOT but took no notice of it cuz dun wanna spoil family's happie mood.then wen i got of my uncle's bus at geylang,it got worst.i merely feel lyk vomiting.but i manage to hold it back.vomiting is one of the things i had to do.it juz SUX!.will hurt lyk hell.and to make things worst my flu suddenly got worst.den went ard to find clothes.i onli needed 1 more suit and thats enuf.cuz oredi got i dunno hw many at home.walking thru the abyss of ppl was a suffer lor.cant reallie breathe properly.bahh.anw.was happie that this year whole family will be gg out on the first day wearing PURPLE! wanted to wear that colour last yr but they decided not to in the ned.but this year its a definite purple cuz we oredi buy them.and this would mean.. i dun need to go geylang anymore! yesh!!!unless im being force to,to buy sum other things.. *frown*
kelly arh...
dun be sad oredi,k? u noe wad i tink?i noe that she means alot to u, and that she rox ur world.but have u eva tot the way u affect others when u r sad?those close ppl ard u.. ive neva seen u so depress b4.i lyk the old,cheery u.. its not worth the pain if u r suffering for sumone that dun even noe u she meant alot to ur lyf.well.me too m suffering frm depression but i wan u to noe that wadeva it is..stay happie always.if u need sumone to tok to juz call me,k?ill always be ther for u..
i cant understand myself.its always been me who's trying to cheer ppl up but i juz cant cheer my ownself up.. y?i always encourage frens hu r depressed to hang on..but me?i cant even do that myself.
if i were numb, i wouldnt have to feel anything.
if i were blind, i wouldnt have to see anything.
if i were deaf, i wouldnt have to hear anything.
if i were mute, i wouldnt say stupid stuff everyday and get myself into trouble.
if i were dead, i could finally let go of everything and be free again.
if only i could juz die[[quote frm kel's blog]]
;5:50 PM.x
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star bracelet.
a new wallet
new pencilbox
new bag.
engraved ring.
*to be with you forever
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