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i dun even noe wad on earth m i doing now...bahh dis is lyk.. CRAP!!!!aargh....bye...*still crying*
;5:25 PM.x
todae after skool went claud's hs to put our bags and we went to Queenstown stadium for BTC training.well out of 19 onli 8 turn up.[me cand becca peiting claud kai farz teresa]but at least thats beta than ntg.at least they r kind enuf to come down and start training.but wadeva it is,as wad we are expected to do, we did our 5b.ex stuffs.but sadly we onli did 2 sets of 30.but im reallie exhausted by the end of that.furthermore, I DUN GET TO DRINK!aargh.but m glad to sae that me and farz manage to pull thru all those and continued fasting tho we were chao tired after all the training.and we even ran the stadium 4 rounds.well this was i did.we din really do the training together.but i was doing the trainin w pei ting, farz and kai.
pumpings:85[wen its supposed to be only 60]
crunches:60
squats[is that hw u spell it?]:60
jumping-jacks:60
dips or i dunno wad it is called:60
running:1.6km[w pt and farz]
ya thats basically wad we did.i did extra 25 pumpings cuz i did first 25 w becca they all cuz they were doing it on the grass,but peiting kept on slipping so change to the seats of the stadium and did another 2 sets of 30 w pt's grp.actually me and farz was on the verge of drinking and giving in to our temptations but we tried to ENDURE as wads being tot in npcc.haha.. *being lame*but wad eva it is we did manage to pull thru. *applauses*den after that we went to anchorpoint and shortly after,me farz and kai went to queensway cuz pt becca claud and cand were eating lunch.DUN WANNA BE TEMPTED!bought 3 friendship bands one for myself and another 2 for sum other ppl.[cant reveal their names]ahaha.well then went home w becca n cand after that.
well thats all!!!haha..
and to other sqmates:u all beta do cum down on the days set aside for our training arh..unless got valid reason..or else..i wont do anything1 la..haha..lame..but its for ur own good lor.but wadeva it is hope to see u all soon on those daes..(",)
;3:15 PM.x
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
||chorus||
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
||chorus||
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
||chorus||
;3:01 PM.x
20031029
hm.. but nw v.bored lor.doing ntg.other than chatting w a few frens online.aargh haven do maths hw yet.shit lor.
i wanna pon skool tmr...BUT have np.so hv no choice but to go rite?dread gg for cleaning up beach thing at wad Labrador Park [stg lyk tt?].sheesh!summore will hv picnic wen we malays are wad fasting?but nvm.shall juz enjoy the temptation.hahaz.. i mean its lyk ill be full juz by sniffing up the smell of the food wad? *bahh* this shtoopid damn flu hafta struck me again lor. *sniffsniffsniff* being lyk sum kinda dog lyk that hor.hahaz.k im crapping.but really lor its realli not nice to hv flu lor.its onli been lyk 2 days before that i got muscle pulls that basically made me sick all over.at the same tym fever too.then now flu.aargh!!!wads happening to me?keep on getting sickness lor.
eh..ya.oso rmb-ed that im suppose to cum back during the schl hols to train?ya.training for btc.will try to endure the tireness haha.bleah.but still haven decided on the days.but i rather go bk to skool and do all this than staying at home and do ntg bsides crapping.but i love hols cuz that will mean that i can cum online often thus allowing me to update my blog more often.cuz mum wont be home and she'll neva noe tt i use the net unless she has powerful eyes that she can see im using the net while she's out working haha. *sarcastic*
okies gtg le.if i can go online at nite mayb will update again.ya.byez.
life had been ok recently
but y muz all this sickness spoils it?
;2:16 PM.x
20031027
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;9:59 PM.x
well.things hv been improving in our sq.but dun dare sae anything in case wad im thinking may not be true.ahaha.well.guess hafta start trainin up for btc.hv no idea wen it will be.but it'll b pretty soon.cuz onli got little tym.heard that 2 sqmates may not be coming for btc.but hv yet to confirm.bahh.anw.wish tt all cud cum ya?
well.gtg liao.bb.
;9:59 PM.x
20031026
woke up todae w muscle pull evrywhere.but was still force to go religious class.but nvm.reach home at ard 10.30.head was spinning.was feeling lyk vomiting in my religious class.reach home change out of uniform and went str8 to slp.woke up at 6 lyk tt.purposely one.anw.also bcuz muscle pull ma.hurts evrywhere.den now cant cough cuz stomach will hurt until cannot le.juz now went down to help mummy buy stg.lift smells of thinner nearly choke me arh.den started coughing AND SCREAMING!reason?stomah was hurting while i was coughing.lucky there was no one in the wift w me.or he/she might thing im nuts.
tink thats all i gotta blog.hands aching le.dunno whther ill be gg to skool tmr.
im juz too pissed off with SUMONE!SO much!!!
;10:45 PM.x
20031025
during np todae received ranks and collar pins lor.and im now a lcp not a private anymore.haha.den did traffic duty todae.whoa we slack lyk shit lor.its lyk.. i oso dunno wad to sae.dun wanna sae.beta juz keep quiet.dun tink the maams was happy lor.so BTC is on the 22nd.ya.and it during the fasting mth lor.but i dun care one la.dun relli mind.but pei ting arh..ur dream of hving it on the 29th din cum true.muahahaha.it looks lyk u need to go to e chalet thing hor?haha.ok shall not be that mean lar hor.went tbp w farz,kairiya and beebeeafter np todae.the 2nd tym gg there in my LIFE!.haha.pathetic rite?the first i tym went was on the ermx.. the marking daes day.ya.den beebee tot she saw Mdm Lim[np oc] in burger king wen walking into tbp.muahaha.she was freaking out le.den we walk walk ard first.den dey all were hungry so went up to food court and eat.was chao hungry lor.
o yea, su fan arh[if u r reading this]...sori,k?din go hm w u juz nw.reali sori will make it up to u sumhw one day,k?
reach home lyk ard.. 5pm lyk that.cuz wasnt feeling that well.was all the while saying that it was cold in the food court and kairiya was lyk..'cold?where got?'dunno la.been feeling weird dis few daes.had a terrible flu on wed till fri.on thurs i tink slept frm 8 till next dae.was feeling damn unwell.got block nose.main reason y i din blog for last few daes.
juz nw went to Giant, IMM.followed my mummy go shop for food.*bahh*din lyk it.i was feeling cold all e while esp.at the frozen food sect.keep sniffing up lyk sum kinda dog.hahaz.nose has been giving prob.geting frm bad to worst.den its lyk.i din wanna go at first lor.but considering the point that i get to eat LASAGNA, i made an effort to go.but wad happen in the end?I DIN EVEN GET TO EAT IT! aargh!i was lyk so damn pissed w my mummy lor.told myself shudnt hv followed.den its lyk in the taxi the air-con was blasting str8 to my face.making my condition worst.tings juz dun go my way this few daes. *bleahx* wadeva la.
hey noe wad?gtg le.head spinning liao..bb..
;11:12 PM.x
20031020
of all subjects,it muz be MATHS lor!
this was wad i got for maths:
sect.a:17/50
sect.b:19/50
total:36/100
[cool,huh?]
sux lyk shit lor.slack the whole SA2 lyk shit lyk that.but lucky there was marks moderation and it was changed to ?/80.but i still FAIL MATHS!shtoopid,k?count evrything out of 100,i onli got 45/100!onli 45 ok?wah liao.went to the toilet and broke down lor.may was also there.crying oso.was lyk depressing all the way until after skool.actually was depressing the whole tym thru.juz tt i din show it.dun realli feel well now.and tink tmr gonna hv sore throat le. *coughs*
o yea todae stayed baq w malikka while waiting for krys to finish her councillor meeting.will b staying baq evrydae frm now on.cuz muz finish my dreamwaever-cum-portfolio shit thing.and that [sumone-she shud noe hu she is if she reads my blog] arh, i really stay baq to do work and not to see anyone hor.dun crap,k?pls lor.im not that siao one.and yea juz rmb.i was being 'raped' todae by MALIKKA!'he' chao funni,cute can?was lyk outside auditorium accompanying 'him' and 'his' fren.then 'he' sorta 'raped' me?WAHAHAHA.was practically screaming and luffing away.muahahaha.
anw.malikka arh.take care,k?heard tt u heard ur ankle ritez?go see the doc,k?
probs still not solve.watta do now?mayb shud juz let it rest and see wad happen next.i juz dun gif it a freaking damn liao.y shud i be the one giving in wen the other party juz stay stubborn-headed refusing to accept apologies?y muz i be so soft-hearted?but juz rmb that wad happen in the past i'll forgive u but i'll neva forget the lies uve created,ok?lyk as tho im shtoopid lyk that.i noe i'm the cause of all this lar.fine!if that latest entri of urs[191003], last sentence is 'dedicated' to me,FINE! let it end lor.ill let it and u go.since tt's wad u wish.there's no point holding on to u rather ur frenship wen u dun even appreciate.FINE ILL GIF U UR LYK BACK FRM NOW ON, HAPPIE? *cried*
wadeva that happen,ull still b my fren
im sho problematic.i noe i cuz lotsa trouble to u and esp e maams.
but wad eva it is...juz HECK wif it lar!
;11:04 PM.x
20031018
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;11:48 PM.x
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today's updates..
todae went for np.a few ppl came.den got campcraft selection.and i actually forgot hw to do my bowline and got it screwed up.CIs tried teaching but still din geddit and it turned into sum kinda weird knot.wahahaha.but manage to learn it before getting tested.was sho nervous lor.as in lyk scared.hands kept on trembling thus slowing down my timing weneva i was being tested.sq got punished by CIs for not responding.no one dared to respond thus being scolded.ya.if im not wrong rite.. we still owe the maams lyk 100 or 120 pumpings rite sqmates?not sure oso.but if not wrong ya.we still owe them those pumpings.anw.during debrief ncos tied our shoelaces together and made us walk.mine and jaz was lyk the hardest tied shoelaces to be taken off.then arh,sumone rite.. whoa i oso dunno hw to sae. 'PURPOSELY' one!dun wish to elaborate anw.den wen to mobil to buy food.was lyk starving during np.
shats la.my hip-bone still hurts ok?told mum abt it and guess wad she did?STONE-ed.told her that it hurts den still ignored.whoa.i was lyk so angrie,k?bet if it was my sis hu told her she would have brought her str8 to the doc or even the hospital.cuz last tym sis onli complain her hand pain den oredi brought her to the hospital.wad is dis lor.. UNFAIR!but nvm.i dun even gif a damn abt it.but there could be internal injuries rite?hiya dunno la.esp juz nw after np was hurting lyk siao.guess strained too much wen in the pumping position.ya.but watta do.its our fault ma.hiya.body parts keep hurting this few daes.even thigh muscles are hurting.here pain there pain.then rashes neva go off.*scratchscratchscratch*that tym scratch until bleed.hiya almost evrydae oso bleed due to MY scratchings.told mum oso she dun care den watta do?not even my family care bout me.dun care la.
to [u],
if u r still angry,
there's ntg more i can do.
same goes to ur losing interest in 'UR CCA' rather 'ur CURRENT cca.
dun force urself into stg u dun lyk and regret it later.and ya for ur info.i dun rmb u telling me that u were unwell as the reason for dao-ing me.and the fact that u talk to me is lyk so impossible as u r dao-ing me and ignoring me.i dun even think we actually tok to each other.tok oso for important and urgent stuff not abt all this crap things.but anw.all the best to ur future.whether this friendship continues or stop at a dead point,we will let tym decide. :( get well soon and take care.. (",)
;11:17 PM.x
20031016
r u feeling happie now?
i juz cant understand u.u said u wont forget wad i did or wad the other two did.v well den.let it stae.i tried toking to u.i tried my best to be frens again w u.but wad did i get?dao-s frm u rite?v.gd lor.can u explain y u were still ok w me after the few daes after u found out abt the claud blog thingy?y?y now then u start showing ur true colours?wad r u trying to do?wad r trying to show me?ok fine.u r angrie,u dao-ed me.i din sae u cant?but i juz cant understand wad u r trying to tell me.y were we ok after the crap thing den suddenly u burst out lyk dis?i juz don understand u anymore.u r lyk..[no words can describe it].wad wrong did i do?y onli now u show ur anger?y wasnt it frm the beginning after the dae u found out abt the crap thing?Y?U LIED MY FEELINGS!i tot u werent angrie and u told u me u were not anymore.but e truth is u r still.u told me not to lie but u did it urself.u noe it hurts but u still do the same to me.it hurts on me too u noe.i noe the feeling of being hurt,being betrayed too.THKS FOR ADDING MORE DEPRESSION INTO MY LIFE!
"look, i am not stupid. i know what you are trying to do. i will not fall for the same trick again. without you, my life is happier, more cheerful. it is great load is off my chest. i dun have to spend my days worrying where are you, what are you doing and what are you going to do. i dun care anymore!"
this paragraph frm ur blog.is abt me rite?so i was a great load being carried on ur chest rite?m so happie that u r much more happier and cheerful now.y dun u sae that u wanna GET RID OF ME TOTALLY OUT OF UR LIFE,INSTEAD?since my being dere in ur life is such a PAIN IN THE NECK.mayb its the same for the others oso,rite?doesnt this show u were lying to me too?u told me that its ok for me to confide in u abt my probs but u nvr told me it was a heavy load.ok la u r strong la hor.u act to be happie wen u r not.trying to comfort me wen u r dun even wanna do tt.i greatly appreciate tt.thks for being there wen i need u.and i wont forget tt.arent u happie nw that u dun need to worry abt me anymore?n for ur info.i din ask u to woryy abt me u noe.u did it on ur own accord.bt still i appreciate it.m realli sorri for causing all the troubles.but wadeva it is,juz rmb..u r still my gd fren lyk others are to me.
;11:39 PM.x
FRY WON THIRD!
m so happie.played in the soccer comp.oso.actually wasnt suppose to be in.then fry short of 2 player.was reluctant to go down but after sumtym went down at last.still short of 1.asked rb to cum down.also don wan.persuaded her.den finally cum down.at first onli wanted to play a 'knockout' cuz no one could help mr samat.then after tt hs tchers change their minds and played 'double knockout' instead.wasnt realli involve in playing it cuz i dunno hw to play soccer.argh!played again at the last game then dunno hu went to kick the ball then hit my stomach,k?its lyk the impact is so hard,can?then nw i eat v.pain,k?actually until nw oso pain.dunno y oso.but at least we won third.good enuf la.curie was second and first was keller.
is that all?
think so la.then after skool din went home str8.stayed baq in skool until 0500 or 0530 lyk that?yea.waited for rachel and krys to finish track den go home ma.don wanna rot at home anw.den its lyk frm 3-5 was crapping round the canteen area.den after tt went com lab and saw pt doing her portfolio.hardworking,eh?i haven even started lor.heehee~
gg home tt tym arh.sum shtoopid guy was playing ard then accidentally whack krys face lor.her specs went str8 down into the mrt track.then the mrt pass wen i went down to call the station manager.i was lyk.gone case le.that man helped krys retrieve back her specs.unbelievably her specs survived.haha.guess the side of her eyes r blue-black now le.take care,ya?
dunno wat to write le.chiao!
;10:58 PM.x
20031015
dont u guyz noe that u r e ones that i can depend on?
its oredi been tough for me dis few daes and u all still hafta add onto it?
y muz evrything turn out to be lyk this..?
din i told u all its all my fault?MY FAULT!
pls blif me or.
see i can relate e whole thing baq,k?
[beginning]
- if i hadnt had any probs and tell it to the maams i wud have not started this whole load of crap!
- if i hadnt get the ppl ard me involve in my probs there wudnt be any misunderstandings,rite?
- then if i hadnt sorta betrayed [sumone] she wont b angrie and there wudnt be all this conflicts.
- i admit that i did tok bad things abt [u]...if i hadnt done so i wudnt have made another 2 of u hate [u] more and more,rite?
[well all this are onli IFs.i cant do atg as it had all happened!]
SEE?!isnt all this enuf to show all this started bcuz of ME?!this shtoopid,damn ME!happie now?ostracize me summore lor.dao me summore lor.neh mind so long as u all r happie and that it doesnt weigh such a heavy load on ur chest.and NO ONE, NO ONE will eva need to WORRY ABT ME ANYMORE!worry abt wad i'm doing and wad i'm GOING to do whether im attempting suicide anot.whereva i am,whether i'm on the top of a building.its such a relief to be able not to worry abt me rite?WOW!nw all of u will haf much more space to BREATHE wout me taking up all the space.m sho happie for all of u!nvm leave me if im such a nuisance.dun eva bother abt me anymore.last tym wen i ask u all to leave me and dun eva bother abt me,u all sae 'nvm its ok.its not bothering.we r all behind u.'nw r u all?reallie?i doubt so.but nvm.i shall juz leave u guys alone w ur own life and shall nvr intefere w any of my probs again.okie?shall juz buzz of le la..
fly.. fly.. fly.. fly.. fly.. fly.. fly.. fly.. fly..
;10:32 PM.x
Rachel[boey] arh..
don angry w us liao le,k?if got anything juz cum find me.tell me wats bothering u,ya?
todae dun reali have atg to blog abt.
Post exams activities sux la.first went to auditorium and were supposed to build the tallest tower using straws and its suppose to support i donno a hw many kg ball.chao heavy lor tt ball.then tower tink built too high le then could stand on its own bt juz as we put e ball *WHEE~* down went the tower like the twin tower and wtc in sept11.my grp[me,kelly,rachel,krys,jas,huijuan n kaixian] was lyk luffing until cannot le.wahahahaha~
then went for this workshop in 2s1 and i forgot the other sec2 class.cant rmb.stm[short-term-memory]la.heehee~it was supposed to be 3 hr but ended up lyk 3 1/2hr instead.wah liao.i was getting so sian.cant even sit still lor.den were supposed to use straws and scotch-tape to wrap an egg so tt it wont break wen being drop frm the second floor.our grp was the best lor.was the FIRST grp TO BREAK THE EGG THAT WAS GIVEN.thks to....KAIXIAN!applause.woohoo~being so damn sarcastic,huh?but was quite fun lar wrap the whole egg w straws and scotch-tape.but i tink wen it was being dropped still break i tink.not sure.cuz wasnt in a good mood towards the end of todae.easily pissed.sorrie to those ard me whose being offended.sho sorrie.
kayy.till here.gtg le.
;9:25 PM.x
20031014
;3:49 PM.x
m i really that useless?do u noe that wat u said really hurts me so much?do u really wanna see me die?i noe i had been *c-ing but be thkful that it wasnt deep enuf to cost my life.or du u realli wan me to *c deep and die lyk tt?i can ok?in this kinda state...myb i shud one day.
firstly.ya.i noe i showed black face and its partly my fault.u tink i lyk showing black face?NO lor.ok i noe its a 1 night stay and u r worried tt atg might happen.bt trust me.i noe hw2take care of myself.at least let me off after exams.its lyk most of my frens r staying over and i cant?y?did it eva cross ur mind tt its partially ur fault 2?bt still u shudnt compare me tt way.do u noe it hurts so much?fine la.i'm a person wout morals wout all the things u eva wanted frm a daughter rite?i'm ntg compared2my cousins rite?ya i noe i'm much cleverer den they r,bt dey hv morals while i hv none rite?tt shows u rather hv em den me as ur daughter.mayb u even regretted4 giving birth2a daughter lyk me rite?ya.all my siblings r rude bcuz of me rite?i can qoute dis frm u ok?"dont blame ur siblings if dey r rude, cuz dey hv a 'good' role model in front of them"isnt tt enuf2show hw lowly u tink of me?i can qoute this2u noe."u may be cleverer den ur cousins,bt did u see their morals in front of elderlys?r u anything compared2them? NO!"hw hurting can tt b.even my own mother nw is saying tt of me.first my class sorta ostracize me,den my 2 best sqmate angrie w me den nw my MOTHER hurt me lyk that.hw am i supposed to bear all this?do u tink im tt strong?at least not as strong as u to deal w dis blow.i noe im the onli one hu had nvr been admitted2the hospital.mayb all this'll end me up in the hospital 1 dae if i cant get over it n deal w such a strong blow ALL ALONE.if my father had been admitted2 e hospital cuz of accident,mum wen pregnant,sis heart disease n bro,nose infection,mayb i shud attempt suicide n get myself adimitted oso.mayb pray for appendix since my stomach always hurts.do u noe that im already suffering frm a depression n u hafta gif me dis blow?hw much does that help?mayb ALOT by pushing me deeper into my grave,ya?THANKEEW SOOOOO MUCH!
sumtyms i really wonder whether i'm ur real daughter....
taken frm my diary on the day after i quarelled w my mum.
;3:08 PM.x
yday went east coast.class booked a chalet.i wanna stay over!but mum din allow lor.had a quarrel w her on thurs i guess.yday went to the beach but din swim cuz of some reasons.was so chao lonely lor.and bored too.wanted to eat. but food haven ready yet.cuz later at nite got bbq then go eat ma.went up this big rocks and sit there.enjoy the breeze.but i guess the loneliness sum kinda made me tink of the past.so actually felt lyk jumping down.but din noe y i din at last.that nite had bbq.first chicken i ate was disgusting.wasnt really cook and there was still some red parts of the chicken lor. *disgusted* threw it away.the second one was nicer.thks to sarina.thkew!the food was ok.2wards the end.bbq-ed marsmellows.first tym doing that.find it rather disgusting when others find it nice.the inside of the marsmellow was all watery and i nearly puke out e stuff. went to take a walk ALONE! was completely feeling bored.din noe watta do.it was so chilly and cold lor.but very nice.ard 10.30 went home.krys father sent me home.thks ksrys[if u r reading this].her father chao sweeeet.insisted on sending me home till my doorstep.told him not to cum up, he still insisted.thankeeew!reach home ard eleven.took a nice shower.not nice actually cuz water heater did not work so was shivering after bathing.then after that fall aslp.ya.gtg le.bye!will update later.nw gg to eat!yum yum.
;1:40 PM.x
20031005
hmt was ok lar but not LIT!
but manage to write for evry ques 2 pages.
as in lyk each part of the ques.but nw hand hurting le.
then left arm the [i donno wad part its called-further up frm wrist] hurts.donno y oso.hurts lyk siao lor.but shall juz endure.
o yea yday.donno wad's got into me.
swallowed 8p.*8p*![those ppl close to me shud noe wad izzit]
whoa then while doing the lit exams head spin and feel lyk vomiting lor.then summore during recess only went to drink a pack of justea.
reached home.i fainted.din noe wad happen lor.wen reach home went into the room and sit on the bed la.cuz cannot stand it anymore.head spinning terribly le.i tink after that i suddenly fall flat onto the bed.then its lyk only 'wake up' donno hw many hrs after that.realli doonno wad happen.
sorri for disappointing ppl out there.
my hands hurting liao.
shall buzz off!
buzz..buzz..buzz..buzz..buzz..
;6:20 PM.x
20031002
its all really my fault.haiz.wad a loser.
if i had known i wudnt have told my problems to anyone and get them involve and cause misunderstandings.haiz.
if i hadnt tell anyone and juz keep my mouth shut,all this wudn't have happen and that we will be as happie as before [tho i noe i cant w my problems evrywhere].but really lor.its all really my fault.
if wanna trace back,this is wad happen.
it started wen i started hving problems.then [they] found out.tried to consult this dumb me hu always neva sae anything.[she] being a kind soul tried to help in all ways possible.[her]2 and [her]3 tot she trying to suck up.and sumtyms me oso.tried to clear up misunderstandings.but things have change now.i trust [her].i noe she's not trying to suck up trying to help me.but the thing now is [her]3 is still angry w [her].
to [her]3...
juz wanna tell u this...pls,k?do u wanna hw much [her] wanna be frens bk w u?wen she found that u wanna quit NPCC,[her] told me that [she] don wan u to quit.[she] had all the while been treating u as best fren and wud really wanna be frens w u again.so pls accept her apologies.she is willing to trust us and be frens w us again but [she]'s juz waiting for us to accept her as our fren and sqmate again...accept her will u?i tink u shud noe hu u r if u r reading this.pls don be angry anymore la hor.
anw.to [her], [her]2,[her]3 don eva sae it ur fault,k?cuz its clearly my fault that all this started.it all started w me.the troublesome one.haiz.
i juz hope we can b frens again,ya?
;5:31 PM.x
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